therapeutic diary

this break from talking to amanda has both made me love and appreciate her intensely, as well as motivate me tenfold to change my ways … for her, for me and for everyone that i love in my life.

therapeutic diary

everyday since me and amanda broke up, i can’t stop thinking about how absolutely beautiful she is and how much i really messed up … smh.

therapeutic diary

i hate dating apps and sites.

i made a few accounts recently, and yet i have zero interest in finding anyone to do anything with or feel anything for, lol.

if i am going to have the slightest chance of winning her back, i can’t waste my time on any of this. i need to take the opportunity she has given me! and really focus on getting help, before i can confront her again. i really hope to make those changes soon … and maybe she’ll be willing to meet up on valentine’s day, because she is the only love in my life :p

therapeutic diary

i’m amazed at how good it feels to have a place to write down my feelings. now i understand why ppl do this.

regardless, i can’t change the past. i must accept how things turned out and look to make a better future. i can’t reverse the damage i’ve caused, i can only improve myself, and hopefully my parents and everyone else will see that change, and hopefully their perception of me will change with it.

#adventuretime #totoro

#adventuretime #totoro

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:D

:D

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niknak79:

He gets into his shows

this reminds me so much of my dog :) lol.

niknak79:

He gets into his shows

this reminds me so much of my dog :) lol.

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heroinbob:

i was feelin’ sexy and cute earlier tonight

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so uhh … this is hot ;p

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mad funny, lol.

mad funny, lol.

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i wish the doctor would say this to me

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